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it's so hard to find somewhere in 'place' u will be comfort in and show that u're somebody.
:(

17 again

I just saw seventeen again this evening,
performed by matthew perry and of course, the super charm – zac efron
Then more and more realize that: He does have beautiful two perfect-blue-eyes *o*
And it costs me at least IDR 200.000 *) to make mine also blue..
Iri iri..hahaha
pengen mata kek gtu :(


*) contact lens, for sure ;))

2nd Graduation

To my project-team-colleague,
Here's our first day, work separately from each other.
I would like to say..

Thank you to my friends,
It's very very fun to work with you all.
Nice to have so much amaaaaaaazzzing experience of our crazy-overtime until so long hard discussion :)
Learning how you all expert-to-be, study from the same level, 'till achieving what u already got now.
It's very appreciated me a lot, knowing success people from the very beginning :)
U all such a great learner, great student, great warriors, great consultant.
Thanks for completing my first-work-life-journey in this field.
I learn a lot. :D
--hope u learn something from me *wink*
I'm gonna lost my childish and sharing moment with Meila, and feelings as a little sister of Linda, make Susu as a joke of highschool chic hahaha.
Not to mention my twin-syndrome and salmon maki time with Chan-chan, consult ABAP things and enjoying dave koz with Teguh, and last but not least my fighting and laughing time with Pandu :)).
My asking-babies-thing-question-habit with Ms.Tavitha, u're baby would be as beautiful and smart as you are :). Thanks for guiding me along this time. Understanding my tu-la-lit "gift" hehe. And forgive me for errorS i made through Dev and QA testing =p.
Thanks for trusting me and support me to become also FI consultant like you. I'll learn :D
Ouch, i missed one person, also lucky meeting this senior consultant-businessman-and amateur comedian, eccentric combination isnt it?
Mas dadan, never thought that am gonna missing you. We'll be always together, rite? ;)


Thanks to BiNus team,
Which take care of us seriously..
Thank you so much for giving us such a tutor-attention. Forgive me if we're doing something wrong. And appreciate us when we do something right.
You were the first for us, and so we were.
We felt such a homy environment - and condusive also.
We're learning a lot - about finance, business, management, relationship.
Will miss the time mostly with Elia, Eka, and FIS team which working hard to achieve smooth go live.
Esp. Jhon, huhu, gonna miss u a lot my friend.
Thanks for helping me and supporting me on doing ABAP program @_@. It was fun to have a partner like you. Please keep my legacy for you =p 25 interfaces, 17 enhancements, 8 reports, and so on as you can find in realisation folder haha.
You can contact me anytime - inofficially :D
Thanks to Juki, Adit, Sisi, Eko and Ferry - yang uda mendaulat gw jd model colongan, bs jadi kenang"an skrg kl diliat :( blm py poto gw rambut pendek kn? *winkwink*
Thanks bwt philip, yang di awal" sering gw recokin dgn pertanyaan" g penting hehe. Sayang y lippp lo g bs liat rambut gw panjang lagi :(
Not to forget thanks to Mr.Ari, which with-no-intention open my carrier path in this field. You're such an eccentric PM i've ever seen. Hope you will always success in work, and also love life ;)) *oops.
Thanks to All Finance team, which trying so hard together, so we can start closing soon :)
Thanks to BiNus,
Thanks for hatching me out from the egg :)
Gonna miss you all


Ps: @ BiNus: also very" thankyou for boost-internet-speed ;)) c u at next project (maybe?)

pikiran kotor

do you know what kind of thought bothering you so much about friend?
that when you feel she/he act differently,
that when you think she/he likes you anymore,
that when you think she/he's not giving anytime for you both together,
and more clear when she/he never mention you at his case..
that when you feel no relationship-not familiar-instead of boundaries.
that when you start to feel you're the only one who's trying to be in relationship..
that when you feel she/he's not listening to you seriously,
that when you feel strange,
that when you can feel anything but distance,

you can not say we better break up.
Friendship is forever, right? *sigh..
will friend (like this) be forever?

picture in old city

entah kenapa pengen post poto ini.

Thanks to Adit and friends for taking this picture.. :)

Life is now fun :D

About my job,
Gw senang, karena pihak kantor kasi offering bgs after-contract-period dan skolah gratis bwt sertifikasi int'l dr monsoon :) Alhamdulillah, karena pastiny gw g sanggup bayar sendiri. dari sekian orang d kantor beruntunglah qta dpercaya untuk belajar pala-pundak-lutut-kaki spy (harus) lulus dan jadi senior consultant bersertifikasi - kek tukang pijet xD
Tapi skrg gw lagi mikir, mo ambil modul apa. kita dikasi kebebasan - bertanggung jawab, haha. wlpn gw ada d scope FI, tp belakangan ini gw (makin) sok-an kerjain+liat" kerjaan FI funct (baca: nyeleweng), emg bejibun dan bete, tapi efekny bagus jg bwt k depan. everlasting, kl kata pacar. berguna, kl kata nyokap. gw bener" butuh konsultasi k mas pendi. tp still, blm ada waktu. :( gw pilih apa ya?

About my activities,
Sekarang gw ad job baru, ngajar orang main keyboard + vocal (bngung?) ngiringi mksdny. sdkt nyeleweng (lagi). tapi gw merasa emg sometimes gw butuh perubahan" dalam hidup yang (siapa tahu) lebih baik.
Thinking about social organization, fokus gw d tahun ini, mo re-apply lagi d yayasan, yg stelah 1 tahun lalu gw berhenti.
Memikirkan bisnis - jg skrg uda mulai jd fokus gw. Ada beberapa ide, tgl cari orang yg tepat untuk diajak gabung, dan tentuny, modal #-o.
Sampai saat ini ada bbrp kandidat, termasuk yg plg potensial, co gw sendiri - si "saudagar dagang" :))

ciao